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Big girl you're beautiful [Nov. 3rd, 2009|02:45 am]
[Current Mood | stressed]

im feeling really worn out, and i knew there are always someone out there who understand why i've been working so hard.
I've to juggle with work, school work and also all sorts of relationships
The pressure can overtake my emotions and this is how it affects my physical health as well.
I need to rest, but its not the time yet.
Say "Good attitude, Huiqun. iloveyou. you can make it. Fighting!"


THE First Law Of The Harvest Is, “A Man Reaps What He Sows.”
 

 

 


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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2009|11:54 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |吳奇隆-追風少年]

lol. see my previous post? i i cant stop reminiscing the good old days i had in bowen.
im going to list out 70 things of what i've been through when im still a bowenian.

1) i met Huili in the toilet, she is my first friend.
2) Huili, Jiahui, Yingying and i were a group, we had so much fun gossiping & imitate the teachers.
3) Yingying & Jiahui were prefects. Huili & I were peer support group leaders.
4) The girls dont like Peishan.
5) Huili and me joined Chinese Dance.
6) Mrs Betsy Tan only loves Peishan & shafiq.
7) I was shared my porno stories to yuwen. she said im pervert.
8) Mrs Betsy Tan dig her nose while we having our buddy reading.
9) Seriously, i thought that Mr Michael & Jianren are so hot.
10) Mrs You Mee Choo was our literature teacher, she was a humji kia because she only afraid of upper sec students.
11) I admired alot from upper sec boys. From Jason to Bryan.
12) Winson liked me.
13) Jianwei said im too kind to blow an ant away on the table & im cute. thats why he loves me.
14) Zairi sat beside me, he was very noisy. he stole my liquid paper & i caught him red handed.
15) I LOVE MR BAY.
16) Dongyan was my best friend. i love her so much.
17) Jeremy, an egghead boy sat beside me. I dont like my group members. (we were sitting in groups)
18) Kexiong & Huili go steady.
19) Shafiq was my boyfriend.
20)  We became not too closed with Jiahui.
21) Aaron Loh liked peishan, but i liked him.
22) Aaron Loh liked siew siew, but i liked him.
23) Jianwei liked me. but i liked Aaron Loh.
24) Jianwei & Peishan were an item in the end.
25) Yuwen, Dongyan, Huili, yingying, peishan usually went to sing k or Hougang mall for xiu lian ban mian.
26) Ms Rasiydah is our Form & Maths teacher. I improved my maths because she was way to hot. we loved her.
27) Sec 2F is so united. 
Sec 3. 
28) Sec 2F students were  seperated. 
29) Mr Rahmat Ali is our most respected form teacher. 
31) His sneeze is loud & unforgettable. 
32)  Kah seng was caned in class; the girls cried. 
33) Kah seng & terry stole my pirated cd & were caught red handed. 
34) I found out that my classmates smoke & lost their virginity! wow. & even get pregnant before.
35) we tried to cut liting's hair while she wasn't notice.
36) Suresh and Joycelyn were our new classmates. 
37) Joycelyn was my buddy. 
38) Jo, Huili and me had some arguments with compassvale girls in compass point. 
39) Jo mistaken my dad as a molester, and even confront him. "eh. uncle, why you touch my friend?"
40) Our chinese teacher, xiao bu dian dont dare to scold us because our chinese is good. 
41) My chinese teacher secretly submitted my chi compo for best handwriting competition. 
42) I liked Aaron Lai. 
43) Debra's hairstyle sucks.
44) we always quek quek quek when ms quek walked past our classroom. 
45) the girls love to eat our canteen "purple" & "green" noodles. 
46) i don't know why debra loves to eat mee tai mak laska. 
47) i don't know why Mr Rhamat Ali called Yuwen, "elizabeth".
48) Neoprint was a trend.
49) we went China, shengmen!!
sec 4.
49) i started to wear contact lens and i had rebonded hair.
50) Mdm Ida Lim is karen mok to me, and a nice teacher to everyone.
51) seriously the joke "her legs got alot of 10c, 5c" was funny.
52) Jianwei dont want to talk to me anymore.
53) i liked aloysius.
54) lianya, debra, yuwen were closest to me.
55) yuwen and me knew sexys through tricia.
56) i always scribble johnne's name on my physic & chemisty paper.
57) Yuwen and Aaron Loh were worried for me when im in indo because they thought i met tsunami. so sweet.
58) Our school uniforms and black shoes are so f.ugly.
59) Jianren and aaron loh no more centre partings hairstyles.
60) i quarrelled with mrs iszal because i think she was biased.
61) Aaron Loh bought me a bouquet of roses.
62) we had class excursion. some heritage place.
63) debra stead with hanafi.
64) yuwen, debra and me went to find our first job at AMK, motorola.
sec 5.
65) we had our formal wear, class excursion in shatec. we learnt ettique.
66) O'level is so slack for us. we nvr failed to copy one another maths hw.
67) Jacqueline is our new classmate, i dont like her because she is aloysius's gf.
68) Indren is cute.
69) We were upset that Mr Bay had to leave Bowen.
70) debra and i took photo with Joakim. i love him. 

there were so much misunderstandings and we looked at the world in a childlike wonder. i miss school.

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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2009|01:37 pm]
[Current Mood | good]


heh. i think im going back to school very soon.
im extremely enthusiastic and excited abt it.

weeeeee.....


how can i not miss my clique?
johnne is good.
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where is your soul [Sep. 22nd, 2009|02:57 am]
There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.
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做事要对得起天地良心.
很多东西,我们明明知道是错的,但我们仍然犯下了错,
伤害所有爱你的人之后,感觉到才自己也痛了,好像又会失去某样东西,才最后满脸泪水忏悔,
哭了,然后自觉的很委屈.
做人何必有做的那么卑微呢?
人情事故,你懂不懂? 感恩的心,你懂不懂? 性格定江山,你懂不懂?
宁可他人负我,我也不负他人, 你懂不懂?
背上的是责任,你懂不懂? 单纯相信,全力以赴,你懂不懂?

还是你觉得在你的生活就是不停地在绕圈圈?
看透了,你也只是钱的奴隶,你懂不懂?
到后来累了,认定抱负好重好重.
再可悲再艰苦也好,也不过如此.
因种子的力量,
当初你做了这个决定,后果自负,

惠群.

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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2009|09:38 pm]
[Current Mood | energetic]




The truth revealed.



 

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Confessions [Aug. 14th, 2009|12:49 am]

Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''
 
Thats the sweetest words i've got from you. Amen.


You took the fall with me when im feeling down
My mistakes made you feel insecured,
but you'll give me plenty of chances to change for better.
My stubborn attitude may let you feel disheartened,
but then you'll hold my hands tightly & nvr let it go.
My childish behaviour is the most you cant stand of;
you'll always roar at me, but never fail to explain why you're doing this to me.
Everything that you do, you said that is committment & responsiblity.
You are my determination to success. :)

I'm not a stupid woman blindly in love hor.
Hahaha. Kenneth. Im deep eh!
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I say [Aug. 2nd, 2009|06:19 pm]

Yuwen & Johnne.

I am really very very SORRY.!.


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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2009|08:12 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]


There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and fixing everything.
It's not giving up. Its realizing that you don't need to entertain certain people, the bullshit and the drama they bring.

You'll be blessed..


although you're a rubbish.
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The plastic world [Jun. 19th, 2009|01:54 pm]
[Current Mood | determined]

who says he should take the responsibility to take care of you?
who says every now and then he should make you happy?

if i can be more firm in whatever things i do, it won't end like this.
You created all this.


wind blow wind.
please don't blow me away.

everyone is mentally unstable. everyone is suffering from depression.
if i could freeze the time, i hope you can stay with me.
but im afraid of you telling me the things i don't wish to hear.

if possible, i wish to blindfold you, serenely holding you close to my heart.
Listen.
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sooner or later [Jun. 16th, 2009|11:19 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]





 

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All good things come to an end. [Jun. 10th, 2009|04:40 pm]
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[Current Mood | confused]

There are so much things i wish to say. The damaged is done and worst of all, i have to condemn myself. Sometimes, its better to left unsaid. i wouldn't say that is misunderstandings. God will justify. Com'on im holy. haha.
Yesterday i had a romantic night. Then this morning call is really a disastrous...

"Once i feel that you're an adult, grow up ald. i will be so touched, and goes crying & hugging you." Lol.
Thanks alot, upline. ! =)
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Reality [Jun. 5th, 2009|10:46 am]
[Current Mood | satisfied]


Its been a year. There's ups and down, left and right. I do see people joined in anticipation, and left with disappointment or even hatred. They believed in what they do, and there's no right or wrong. As i've been taught, the end result, be it win or lose, is just going to determine  your life. I always bless those who had left the team, and then i'll try to stay away from them. Not because im heartless, just that they had no contributions in my life anymore. It seems like im a disgustingperson, but they are more disgusting than me. People usually turned ugly when they were desperate, and simply forgot abt how their mentors once put the effort on them. Ok, i have no objections since they chose to live in their world of passion but they just irk me at times. May god bless you. For e time being, there is no cambodia trips for me but there is still Star cruise, taiwan and Hongkong next yr? Jess & Jacq, what if we bump into each other in xi men ding street? We spin like peiying ok?
My beautiful butterfly sis, where'd you go? you must be suffering in the claws of Naomi right? Trust me, grab her tail, and spin her in d air, throw her out of your window. Last night, i pushed an old lady out of e lift, damnit. cant she see the lift is overloading? Oh ya, i've a wet dream too.

I'm getting stronger everyday.

 

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better time. [Jun. 3rd, 2009|01:21 am]
[Current Mood | restless]

Things have gone  from bad to worse in a matter of days.. well, perhaps i should say it is actually a turning point. My limbs are aching now as i've been carrying heavy stuffs these few days. Im just so drop dead tired. Alright, my main pt is not this.
From work to relationships, i thought i made the right decisions based on my OH SO clear and rational thinking. Although sometimes i feel like using a knife to slit my throat, but kissing myself in e mirror seems to be a better way for me. haha. By loving yourself more, there will be more opportunties and finally i found right people. By e way, Im refering to my working partners, sexys and soulmate. 

Johnne, you guess it right.
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2009|06:39 pm]

Okay,
i totally have no clue since when we become butterfly sis.
happy birthday, debra low.
I love you.


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Masked Rider. [May. 15th, 2009|12:35 am]
We have alot in common,
and you're right, we can be gd friends.
But your attitude doesn't determine my actions.
its really fucked up to see you in this condition,
i admit i never do all the things perfectly,
but at least i do my best for my part.

and i knew i cant tell anybody abt this,
or else i guess you'll be in deep troubles.
if there is another second chance, 
 its actually an insult to me...

to be frank, im not a good soul.
like whatever.
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Babara [May. 12th, 2009|12:38 am]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Love Letter.

feels so good,
raise my armpit in d air.
even armpit smells good too
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Ex [May. 10th, 2009|11:59 pm]

能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了


i miss Mr J.G

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Burden [May. 10th, 2009|11:03 pm]
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"mummy, what if i die tml?"
"without you, i will also die."

when i was still very young, i'll always rem.
Happy Mother's Day.

Can you believe god told me, dont worry you will get married one day.
then i asked, who is it leh?
and he said, duh~ how i know which guy you want to marry...
LOL. 

im going 20 soon.
Behind this 20, is a burden.

I miss sexys.
happy birthday, jiejie.


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Cold silence. [May. 9th, 2009|04:30 am]
i wish my heart can stop beating for just 3 mins.
i could hardly breathe.
my purple dinosaur,
why aren't you here by my side right now?


the room is so cold & quiet.
and all i can do is to listen to your fav song.

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heartbeat
With mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love
Be so blind
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Belief. [May. 7th, 2009|10:00 pm]
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I will do anything to protect myself.

If you think im selfish then let it be.
simply because i trusted you.

whatever we had sacrificed, it will be back...

pls sing for me our very first song,
forever love.
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